my mind…my heart

amidst all the pains of having to discover the greatest lie, amidst all the questions that i cannot and should not ask anymore because i know though i was not spared of even the slightest of all the pains i had to go through and am going through now (because of what i just recently learned), i should continue to keep my silence as a form of respect…i do not understand, i want to but i know i do not need to…for only my GOD is GOD and it is more than enough that HE understands. Despite all these, HE still is my GOD…Tis hard (God give me the strength…) but HE will see me through, as HE saw me through before.

God Is God
(Steven Curtis Chapman)

And the pain falls like a curtainOn the things I once called certainAnd I have to say the words I fear the mostI just don’t know

And the questions without answersCome and paralyze the dancerSo I stand here on the stage afraid to moveAfraid to fall, oh, but fall I mustOn this truth that my life has been formed from the dust

CHORUS:God is God and I am notI can only see a part of the picture He’s paintingGod is God and I am manSo I’ll never understand it allFor only God is God

And the sky begins to thunderAnd I’m filled with awe and wonder‘Til the only burning question that remainsIs who am I

Can I form a single mountainTake the stars in hand and count themCan I even take a breath without God giving it to meHe is first and last before all that has beenBeyond all that will pass

CHORUSGod is God and I am notI can only see a part of the picture He’s paintingGod is God and I am manSo I’ll never understand it allFor only God is GodOh, how great are the riches of His wisdom and knowledgeHow unsearchable for to Him and through Him and from Him are all things

So let us worship before the throneOf the One who is worthy of worship alone

CHORUSGod is God and I am notI can only see a part of the picture He’s paintingGod is God and I am manSo I’ll never understand it allFor only God is God